I thank everyone who supported me while I was taking care of Gen. His time was short, but I feel good that I tried to make a difference. He was so sweet and innocent, and really soft. I believe that the whole time he was dying, he was in alot of pain, so I believe that it was good for his pain to end. I think he was asleep when he died, so that's good, right?

I didn't grieve as much as I expected. I think God allowed my heart to accept it easily and He helped me understand that it was for the better. In fact, about 2 hours after Gen was buried, my mom put Epic Movie on for me to watch and I cheered up instantly. Of course, I still look over at the shelf I had Gen's box sit during the night, sometimes forgetting he's not there. I still have a hard time dropping my 'Goodnight, Genny' routine when I sleep, though lately I say it in my mind.

Anyways, I really appreciated all the concerns and comfort all my friends gave me during this time, and of course, all their support. To think that people who I may never meet in real life actually had concern, comfort, and support to share. A lot of my school friends don't have the same classes as me, and most I don't even get to see anymore. Only about 2 or 3 even felt truly sorry.

I sincerely thank everyone who showed even the tiniest amount of care during these past couple of weeks.

God Bless you all ^^